Thursday, October 02, 2008


1. Tired, bored, lacking enthusiasm after having too much of something.

There comes a time in everyone's life when you gotta know when to say when; a time when you realize your approach doesn't work, regardless of the many times its been altered and changed. You can put it back together, and present it over and over again, yet the recipient continues to be totally unfazed.

It's almost like a revelation, an realize that it just...doesn't...matter, regardless of what you try to do. In the end, folks are gonna do what they do, even at the risk of alienating and frustrating you.

This isn't really due to a single person, but more of a combination of people, things, and events. More than anything, it can leave a person becoming more cynical than ever, even with the sight that something as beautiful as you presents. The thought of knowing someone who can be so happy, yet just as frustrated...can hurt, and you wish you could see their frustration end. The only hope is they recover from it, so they can filled with joy once again...

10/02/08 @ 10:41 P.M.

Photo by Clifton Henri


Muze said...

omg. i am completely and utterly... jaded.

le sigh.

hope all is well mr. masenda!

and omg that robin thicke cd... bananas.

Sasha said...

im deffinately jaded.
sometimes i just call it being bitter.

its funny when i finally got over my worst relationship to date, i told my ex the reason why i held a grudge for so long.

"its because i gave you all of my good love. you know, complete trust, affection, belief, faith, hapiness, without ever once being guarded or scared. i loved you without fear, resentment, or emotional baggage. and now i have to go on with the rest of my life loving the next person with fear, resentment, and emotional baggage. you stole the good away from me. i just wish i could have loved someone the right way, and been loved the right way in return."

Muze said...

*high fives sasha*


Torrance Stephens - All-Mi-T said...

keep your head first - optimism remeber comes out of cynicism. u have a great weekend

and all yawl the character you earn build the fortitude to conquer all so yalw good folk so remeber that

and btw i blog rolled u hope u dont mind

Muze said...

so i am not jaded anymore. lol.

turns out, it was just a phase.

damn it feels good to be me again.


hope all is well!

Eb the Celeb said...

I can completely relate to this...

I've been feeling this way a lot lately...

finding it hard to see the light when I have always been very confident and optimistic has been very hard for me and even depressed me a bit but this helped and makes me put some things into perspective.